RED BALLOONS FOR RYAN

Dear Ryan,

I imagine you are running through the clouds right now laughing and playing.

I have never seen your flaming curly locks of crimson hair, or your ivory skin and golden eyes in person, but you have touched my heart and I think of you often. I have never been effected so much by a soul I've never met. Maybe, it's because your smile is like spring air and your dimples radiate joy, or maybe it's just because your sweet soul burns through your photos and into people's hearts. Whatever the reason is, I can't help but love you.

I want to thank you, Ryan. You have made it so I squeeze my baby boy a little tighter, smell his head a little longer, kiss his lips a few more hundred times, and store away the sound of his laugh in my memory so I never forget. You have made it so I take a little more time to lay outside and laugh with my boy instead of doing the other hundred things I am suppose to be doing. You have blessed me with your joyful spirit in so many ways, and I want to say thank you from the pit of my stomach and the bottom of my heart.

You will always be remember by me.

I write this with love and tears,

Heather

I didn't hesitate to buy 3 shirts in support of Ryan's memory and I feel so incredibly blessed to be wearing a little reminder of his beautiful soul.